Profile For Athena M.

Thank Cole. I will try that. My school will give me a brief refresher before I take my third and final test. Besides that it is $400@day if I want more than that. I would have gone right back the next day but I didn't have the retest fee. Then my car took a crap and my families resources were exhausted and we needed to regroup. I may have someone to help me but ... Well it just hasn't happened yet. Then I was thinking about go fund me. I think 1day forward and one day backward will give me my best shot. I just want this so bad.

I am an older woman who really wants to be a truck driver. I worked my way through getting funding in place and going to training. Did really well on permit tests, walk around, airbrakes. I do alright going forward, however I was totally scared of the whole driving a giant truck thing. Regardless I have poured my heart and soul into this process for months now! Any how backing is my biggest issue. So at the first test I turned into a jumble of nervous shaking jelly. OK got a little more practice, went back for my second time and failed on the alley dock. I think I know what I did wrong but it has been 2 weeks and I haven't driven at all. I find that I really want to finish this thing. I have one test left on this permit and I am not sure if I should go for it or give up and try something smaller. Should I go get some warm up? It has been a couple of weeks and I feel like I lost a lover. I mean I am pretty depressed! This is something I really want and one way or the other I am taking this test again. I will be driving something! Do I give up and go b or do I give it my best last shot at a?