Gloria, You're experiencing the same anxiety we have all experienced. Backing is a big part of this job and over time you will get better at it. In the interim, try your best to look things over and think about how you will set-up for your backing maneuver. Use all of the space available to set-up. It will likely save you time and reduce the stress created by other people's impatience. I also believe you will benefit from some additional training if your company offers it. Keep at it, don't give up. Safe travels.
Gloria, You're experiencing the same anxiety we have all experienced. Backing is a big part of this job and over time you will get better at it. In the interim, try your best to look things over and think about how you will set-up for your backing maneuver. Use all of the space available to set-up. It will likely save you time and reduce the stress created by other people's impatience. I also believe you will benefit from some additional training if your company offers it. Keep at it, don't give up. Safe travels.